It's the morning again, and it's a Sunday. No, I don't go to church, but I am Christian. Personally, I don't think God really gives a rat's ass if I go to be with those hypocrits anyway. Instead of church, I'm cleaning my room. Yep, you heard me, I'm doing menial labor. If my room isn't cleaned up for the rest of the week, then I'm a mess. I need my bed made, research supplies ready and at attention, dressed and shoes on, or I'm not prepared to attack the day, or my writing. Explain to me my idiosyncrisies, because I don't understand them.


I'm tired. I'm tired of rewriting this damned chapter over and over again. I'm tired of giving up in frustration. I'm just so fucking tired. I want to write, it's my dream, but what do you do when your dream begins to border on a nightmare?

Writing and it's impact on my life as of late.
I've been writing again (go me!). The book I'm writing sounds good so far, and I'm approaching the third chapter at a startlingly fast rate. All is good in the world. I am at peace with my imaginary friends whom I call characters. my imaginary friends yell at me when I do not write about them. My imaginary friends are emotionally tortured individuals who need more theropy than I do. Am I still sane?




Am I too pessimistic, or am I just realistic? don't answer that...
People really suck...

I'm not dumb, I just have a command of thorouhgly useless information.


Hi, the name's Baka-chan. I'm fifteen years old and I live in the USA. I go to school with a lot of jerks and come home and rant about them whenever possible. I like Jrock, anime/manga, and basically a lot of Japanese stuff. My classmates find this annoying, but that's fine with me. I also love Science-fiction and fantasy novels (Anne McCaffrey, Laurell K. Hamilton, and Amelia Atwater-Rhodes are some of my favorite authors.My best friends are Tiara, Alicia, Jer, Nate, Kyu-chan, and Tsu-chan, Drago. Okay, so I missed a lot of my regular friends, but I don't feel like listing EVERYBODY! My goals in life are to write a novel, visit Japan and go to at LEAST three Jrock concerts, paint, write novels, and maybe start a print magazine on Japanese rock music.



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